day 14

you know when you stub your toe (or in some other way injure yourself) there's this feeling that accompanies the pain. this feeling... this internalized anger that begs for an outlet... it can completely consume you, even if it's only for a moment.

as i sit here staring at my knee, it's this same overwhelming hatred that has filled every part of me. it too begs for an outlet and it attacks the one thing i thought was the strongest - my spirit.